Name: Koh Ying kai
School: Nanyang Polytechnic *Biomedical Engineering*
Class: BME0702
Hobbies: Breakdancing, Drumming
Birthday: 28th January 1989
About me: Just a happy go lucky person awaiting to make friends with you!
Rainbow within the rain link to my home.



M2U
Blythe



1. Be a better b-boy and drummer
2. More Friends ( they can never be enough)
3. Books
4. New Mobile Phone
5. A drum set
6. Drumming
7. Breakdancing
8. Wish to watch the sunset. (Never did with anyone though =( [i'll watch it with you =) ])
9. Create a band.
10.Find someone to share troubles with. (Found? Me? No?)
11. Get through my diploma with flying colours.





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Imperian
Gillian Lim (Overseas Friend! ^^)
Gayle
Irfan.
Gladys.
Shima.
Fiona.
Jan.
Wendy.



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Code base: Ebullient*
Flash: ~thehermitdesign

10th October, Saturday

Havent been really blogging for the past few weeks. Been rather busy, some of you would have known as to why.

Things have gotten better in a certain sense, my grandmother has moved back from the hospital toher own home. I hope it stays that way for good. In the meantime, i guess i would be routinely going to her place to check on her.

Sadly, i have been missing out on a lot of things that were happening among my friends in school. Things like outings for badminton ( fav sport) and eating at pratahouse ( one which we decided to go to last sem and apparently procrastinated saying "one day" we would) and that one day was the day i happened not to go. Dang, from what ive heard lots of people came. Even those that do not go out with us often happened to go. Samuel (STANDARD) for example. It was a rather big class event. I do hope that we get to go again be it badminton or pratahouse.
Lately, perhaps its just me, but i felt that ive been drifting away from a few of my classmates. We werent just interacting as we were before anymore.

Darn, that isnt good.

Strangely, certain people were expressing different behaviour towards me. I was surprised, really surprised.
Couldnt really be bothered anymore on that faithful friday.
Kind of got into my head.

Stayed back till 9pm alone to study in the library.
How peaceful it was, but also.
How lonely it felt.
Painful.
Heck i brought it to myself. Feeling went away after i went home and ran downstairs my house a few times.

I do have someone to take care.
There are people i care.
You all are part of the people i care about.
Perhaps we have'nt been talking much, but concern wise i still will share the same to you all, my mates in school.
Certain words had hurt hard. Sarcasm at its best shot. And being angry does not give one the right to be bad. Remember to compose yourself.
Though im sure it wasnt meant that way.
Im just tired of the responsibilities i had to partake for the past few weeks, maybe thats why im a little more fragile.
" You? *sigh* poor thing* "
" Im not a poor thing"


- Memories are important, because sometimes they are all that you have.

/Hopped!
5:47 AM

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