/ Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Oh my, i do not know what has happened but then my internet connect has some problem and it does not connect to the internet. Thus, i am unable to sumit my post i made on Monday, but here it is.
Ah finally, after countless days in rest, i am finally back with updatiing by blog. My sincerest apologies to those who have been visiting my blog but were not able to see the new posts. Lets talk about fears this time. AS you now everyone has their own fears. For me im afraid of beetles lol especially those who fly and go 'click' click' at the same time. It makes me disgusted. In the mean time i would like those who visit my blog to post what you are afraid of and i will make another post tomorrow . Take care ! ^^
/Hopped!
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/ Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Ah finally, after countless days in rest, i am finally back with updatiing by blog.
My sincerest apologies to those who have been visiting my blog but were not able to see the new posts.
Lets talk about fears this time. AS you now everyone has their own fears. For me im afraid of beetles lol especially those who fly and go 'click' click' at the same time. It makes me disgusted.
In the mean time i would like those who visit my blog to post what you are afraid of and i will make another post tomorrow . Take care ! ^^
/Hopped!
7:38 AM
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Ah finally, after countless days in rest, i am finally back with updatiing by blog.
My sincerest apologies to those who have been visiting my blog but were not able to see the new posts.
Lets talk about fears this time. AS you now everyone has their own fears. For me im afraid of beetles lol especially those who fly and go 'click' click' at the same time. It makes me disgusted.
In the mean time i would like those who visit my blog to post what you are afraid of and i will make another post tomorrow . Take care ! ^^
/Hopped!
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/ Sunday, August 20, 2006
Sunday 20 august,
Argh, to start things off, i had a splitting headache this morning the moment i woke up. Terrible moment. The headache was coming in pulses and lasted throughout the day. The sniffles came in to join the 'party' and ended up making me feel even worse. T.T
Even though its the night as im writing this post, im still feeling the headach trobbing my head. So i decided to leave the post i wanted to do today to tomorrow watch out for tomorrows blog! XD
Take care everyone!
" Woven together by fate, each shall rise to face their destiny." Yk
/Hopped!
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/ Saturday, August 19, 2006
Its the weekends yet again! Woo~
Hmm this week has been rather uneventful, the daily runs i have has been reduced significantly as i am experiencing fatigue problems everytime i run so i guess its like "pain is no gain" rather than "no pain no gain" im sure some of you all will experience this if you all workout too much. I guess its also due to the heat wave these days. Crazy weather... Singapore just gets "better" and "better" doesn't it ? XD
Right, lets talk about something. Hmm... ah yes the exams draw near as the end of the year approaches. Many of the students in school are busy mugging away for their exams. Im sure you all who are schooling would be too studying for your end of the year exam or the second semester tests. Heres wishing all of you all a well study period. ^^
You know the question has been bugging me. It has been talked about on all sorts of media and even would be once on your composition paper as one of the topics to write about.
The question is, " Are exams really important? Do they really determine or fate?" We all know that piece of paper which is oh so fragile, is the key to our future lives. Whether we make or break depends on it. It is also because of that that many people has considered whether it is really good to stay in Singapore, which is a country full of competition. " Kiasu" parents make their child learn all sorts of things such as piano for example, but they have forgotten about one thing. Does their child really have an intrest in it?
This results in the possiblitlity that the child might not have a carefree childhood. but of course the child would not know that as it is a daily routine for him/ her to learn these things. Of course learning these things are good for cultivating oneself but at the same time, we must not forget that oo much 'cultivating' might break ones mind. Examples of students ending their lives because of studies have been rather abundant in news. Movies like the popular ' I not Stupid" by jack neo has shown this kind of situation where the lesser abled students are discrimminated against.
Im sure all of you have experienced matters like being nagged at for not studying or getting discrimmanted because you are one of the few failures in class. In addition, some of you might be even compared with other people be it results or the number of talents. (Being able to play the vioin, etc) Movies like the popular ' I not Stupid" by jack neo has shown this kind of situation where the lesser abled students are discrimminated against and scenes of pressure leading to attempted suicide.
I have wondered why dont Singapore be less focused on the number of As we score for our exams and instead judge us on what we can do. It is very true some people who can study very well if put in a situation where one has to do on the spot thinking, and manual things, would not be able to be up to it.
For me i would rather have a kind of system that would place us into a 50 percent theory and 50 percent practicality assesment What say you? Comment on the tagboard! ^^
" In this night where sin and illusion intertwines in funeral splendor" Yk
/Hopped!
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/ Thursday, August 17, 2006
Hey hey all ^^ How ya all been?
Let me use today to talk a little about what kind of music i like. Hope that it will let you know more about me.
Its quite simple actually, i listen to all genres of music except for songs by 50 cent, jay z and stuff like that. I shall first touch on visual kei rock bands in japan. This is a genre that i recently exposed myself to. Visual Kei band, its name speaks for itself. they promote their music through visuals, often elaborate and perhaps gory.
Their music can range from ballads to fast rock. What i like about them is their ability to create unusual music music that perhaps transcends into the realms of the blues and jazz. That makes their music unusual and original. Of such bands i would like to reccomend 3 of them.
They are Alice 9, Dir En grey, Malice Mizer ( now known as Moi Dix Mois).
Perhaps some of you have heard about them and perhaps not give their music a try. For those new into this genre, they are similar to the band Lucify in the recent Superband competition.
Some people looking at them might call people who listen to them sick, crazy stuff like that.
But they should overlook the visual aspect of these bands and delve into thier music. Only there can they find what these bands are actually creating.
Below are a few pictures of Alice nine
If you all are curious and would like to hear some of their songs, contact me through the tag board or through msn and i will gladly send you a sample of their songs. ^^
Tell me too how you think of them in the tag board too. I will continue with differnt genres of music soon. Keep checking back! Hope to hear from youon the tagboard!
/Hopped!
1:55 AM
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/ Monday, August 14, 2006
Whoo! Saturday's fireworks display was very nice! But whew the process of getting there is terrible. There was so many people and even worsethe train that i was taking had a fight going on as there was some disagreements between a few passengers. Too many people were trying to squeeze into the train making it seem like that if one does not board that particular train i was on, he or she will not see the fireworks which is absurd. I was 1 and a half hours ahead of the scheuled fireworks display.
I will post the pictures of the fireworks asap once i transfer the pictures into my computer.
Seeing the fireworks reminded me of a lot of things good and bad. The colours were nice and though it was only a short 10 mins, i enjoyed every part of it. Its like first love, short and sweet.
Anyway heres the other song i promised the other day. Enjoy ! Leave your comments too again! ^^
I call this song "My question"
Giving a smile fit for each situation
Saying plausible words
I go blank
It's about time to end up
Don't pretending to be impassive
No one can live alone
No one can live without love
Though they are matters of course
Now I keenly feel so
You are blaming on this age
But what is the excuse for?
You see?
To talk about love or yumeIs not uncool at all
Whome are the words for?
What is the process for?
What does it mean to live?
If there are definate answers, Don't you think it's boring?
I don't have to hesitate any more
I know what I want to protect
It's too late to turn back,
Which I know very well
Yes, I stand up once again
If there is a wall, we can break it
Don't you think our lives have only just begun?
So long as there is a way, we can open the door
No Door which will lock forever
As there will be a key for each of us
"Seething Misantropic. Audio chronic hallucination" Yk
/Hopped!
5:09 AM
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/ Saturday, August 12, 2006
Todays Saturday! Woo~! Its the last day of the fireworks display and i hope that im able to catch it. Heard that theres a special surprise at the end. ^^ Ahh... boring boring boring. Thats how i would describe my day today. Theres really nothing to do. And as im writing this post im feeling really tired *yawns*
During the absence of my posts i have been writing two songs. One of them is a sad really sad song about losing one self to greed.. And another is a happy one. I will post them on today and tomorrow.
Please give them your comments be it good or bad so that i might improve on it! ^^
"You lie silent there before me
your tears they mean nothing to me
the wind howling at the windowthe love you never gave
I give to you
Really don't deserve itbut now there's nothing you can do
so sleep in your only memory of me
my dearest mother
Here's a lullaby to close your eyesit was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes
So insignificant sleeping dormant deep inside of me
are you hiding away lost
under the sewers maybe flying high in the clouds
perhaps you're happy without me
so many seeds have been sown in the field
and who could sprout up so blessedly if I had died
I would have never felt sad at al
lyou will not hear me say'm sorry
where is the light
wonder if it's weeping somewhere
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye....."
Your comments are appreciated! ^^
" Happiness is something that we should learn to use wisely.." Yk
/Hopped!
4:02 AM
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/ Thursday, August 10, 2006
Ah today is quite a boring day at school. Nothing much to do accept shatting with friends and the teachers in school. It was before 12 pm when there was a mini movie marathon in school. The movies watched was Silent Hill and Initial D.
I didnt know initial d was so good! The movie was great with an excellent cast. for those of you who might have watch it, i think im like the only one who havent watched it yet, =p the drifting was so good! The funny part was excellent! Loved the part when Itsukit, the self proclaimed car god wanted a gtr and he went like " I want a GTR!" 5 times over. Lol reminded me of a kid asking for candy heh. the romance part of the movie was good too. It was not too cheesy, kept short and simple just the way i like it ^^
Nevertheless im eager for initial d 2 to come out in theaters. ^^
After that i went home and then went for a slow jog around my house which was around 4 pm. Saw a few cats and dogs near my house and i just had to pet them. They were so cute. Little kittens and puppies! Best of all there was no animosity between them. They were snuggled together. Awww....
Tomorrow and Saturday will be so fun! ^^
" I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time. These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past " Yk
/Hopped!
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/ Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Heyys todays national day! Well im feelling happy today so i will let my post be short and let you see some really neat pictures Let the pictures speak for themselves! ^^ Happy national day!
Have a great time looking at the pictures! (If you like them please comment on the tagboard!)
"Happiness comes at you in bouts, make sure you cherish them lest they go away. " Yk
/Hopped!
1:24 AM
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/ Monday, August 07, 2006
Wow its a new week already, seems like one week passes just so fast.
Ah monday... Many people do not really like this day, monday blues they call it..
Hmm. let me see what i can do... *thinks*
Aha! I got some nice and funny stuff to show ya all. Jokes and pictures. Today shall be the happy post! Hope that these things im gona post will be able to cheer all those who are down today up and all those who are happy even happier! ^^
Take a break have a laugh!
Question one: Mary's father has five daughters: 1. Nana, 2. Nene, 3. Nini, 4. Nono. What is the name of the fifth daughter? Dont see the answers yet try it on your own. Did you Answer Nunu? NO! Of course it isn't. Her name is Mary.
Read the question again!
A mute person goes into a shop and wants to buy a toothbrush.By imitating the action of brushing his teeth he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and! the purchase is done. Next, a blind man comes into the shop who wants to buy a pair of sunglasses; how does HE indicate what he wants? He just has to open his mouth and ask... It's really very simple...
/Hopped!
2:02 AM
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/ Sunday, August 06, 2006
Ah sunday... a really cooling day indeed. ( except for the morning... its too humid!!)
Its 3 more days till national day and hmm, it is also these days that i seen an increase in the people wearing red and white. Getting into the mood i believe. Are you all in the mood too?
Guess im not really though i enjoy wearing white these days. Heh. ^^ What do you all plan to do during the national day holiday? For me, i plan to stay at home for the first part of the day untill the national day parade live broadcast ends and then i will go out and take a long jog/walk in the night.
Hmm i have a question, how many of you all like the night? ( tell me on the tag board ^^)
The night is truly amazing as you get to see the day in a different perspective. Many things seemingly come alive in the wake of the night. Plus my all time favourate the breeze in the night!
things get really quiet in the night and i take the opportunity to think back on what i have done for the past days. If i have any problems, or something that is just brooding me, it would go away that night.
For today in the afternoon i was practising my jumping. And stuff cus in the later part of the night im going with a few of my friends to break. Its strange that i like to break now ever since i stopped breakdancing for almost a year. Perhaps the thrill of being able to actually achieve something brought back that old flame.
" When pain surpasses your physical state of mind. You become obvilious to it. Never shall i be used again. "
/Hopped!
5:30 AM
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/ Saturday, August 05, 2006
5th of August.. This day i woke up really early in the morning. Felt kind of weird as i had nothing to do so i went downstairs to work out.
At about 9 am i decided that i should go do my hair so immediately after i washing up i left for the hairdresser.
After that i went walking around Toa Payoh found this really neat wristband and bought it.
It was around 12 pm only when i finished all those things. Since it was windy, i decided that should enjoy nature and walk home slowly.
Hmm thats about what i can post for now, its seemingly unintresting, hope that later i woud have a more intresting day.
"Never trust a person whose excuses are only to protect themselves, those are the worst and most obvious excuses." YK
/Hopped!
12:16 AM
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/ Thursday, August 03, 2006
Hmm.. guess i have not posted for a while, two days i think?
Well during these two days so much things happened. Its amazing how much situations can change aint that right? Ever thought of this? "What makes you?"
Oh yes, i shall take the time now for a while to thank all those who have visited my blog and commented about it. ^^ Keep on visiting as my blog will not always be on my life, i will post up some things that i might want to share and some of my windmills videos (that is if i find out how to do it, anyone able to help me?)
Recently, i was listening to some music and i want to share this with you all. Check this out.
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Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round
Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer,
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
'cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come"
This is an excellent song with excellent lyrics if you actually read it carefully. Its kind of what i have experienced for the past two days i have not posted. IF you are wondering who might this person be. Its Corrinne May singing the song " Everything in its time"
Before i end off this quick post, i would be holding a badminton game, and a chalet at the end of the year anyone who knows me and are intrested to go please leave your name on my tagboard. ^^
" You cannot stop time from moving, but time itself stops when you find that all you trust betrays your very own trust." -Yk
/Hopped!
5:25 PM
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/ Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Something dawned upon me before i went to sleep. a friend of mine called me. Apparently, she was in jc 1 this year. Having not talked to her for a long time, i was surprised that she called me.
After the slight greetings and formalities, i noticed that her voice was not usual. She immediately broke down, spilling out her thoughts that was in her for a long time, turned out that recently she had flunked all her tests though she studied very hard, her project work was left for her all to do and on top of that, she and her boyfriend of two years broke off with a tiff. At that point, in class her friends were all teasing her about her grades.
It all adds up to make a happy person very miserable . I must admit that i was saddened by it. She ended off with blaming all her friends for these things happening, and kept quit for a long period of time. It was this period of time that i talked to her. the first thing i did was to ask her, must she blame her friends for these turn of events? Do they really deserve her wrath?
Firstly, for her project work, it would seem to appear that her group members are not doing their fair share and she has therefore taken it upon herself to ensure that everything is completed.
I told her this, "
Only you can give others the permission to walk over you."
I doubt that during the course of her project she had actually given her friends a list of responsibilities to do. She did not. Her role was to allow other people to do tthier best, and she has to fight off the urge to take control of the whole project. AS for her results, she has only one thing to do, that is to study even harder. Failure is only part of life. I too have failed many times, but no matter what it is i manage to pull myself up, though somethings might take a bit longer. About her recent slight tiff with her boyfriend resukting in a break up, I could only say one thing to her. "
Love is something that should brave time and obstacles." Her tiff was that she thought that her boyfriend was with other girls as he was talking to other girls more than her and going out with them more often. "Why care?" If you do trust your partner or someone you love (deciding to chase) then dont mind these small matters. I told her to talk to her boyfriend one on one, dosent matter who calls who in this scene.
For me, i like and still do like a certain someone, things like this happen but it does not bother me that much, i might be tinged with jealously at times but in the end i will realise that there is no point in feeling jealous. "
Sometimes you find yourself searching for answers because you are not prepared to settle for anything unless it is the answer you are looking for." If you like a person then do your best to chase him/her.
At times it is the ability to share your troubles with someone and not the finding of a soultion that is more important. In the end, she still was not saying anything but im sure that she understood what i said. She was grateful to me as i have helped cure her emotionaly, but truthfully i dont deserve it. Only the person who started having problem will be able to solve it. I was just there to make her realise that fact.
Well hope this incident that happened to me today can help anyone reading this blog who has almost the same situation. ^^
/Hopped!
8:30 AM
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New month= New resolution.
1. Finish learning my windmill (5 spins) ---Finished learning--- ( Baby swipes now)
2. Make Wednesday a memorable day
3. Make sure i dont overstress myself.
4. Get enough sleep
5. (Not going to tell, people will find out eventually)
Today i felt like my heart kept skipping beats, am i just imagining things or am i really feeling it?
Bought new pack of blueberries and they taste just right, not too sweet and soft to the touch. Went really out of my way to get it. Well it was worth it.
Earlier, when i was at home went downstairs to the playground and practised my windmill, i can do about two spins, that instructional video really helped! Im aiming for about 5 spins then it would be really nice!
Right now, im just getting prepared for tomorrow, speaking of which i better wash the other pack of blueberries. Want them to be nice to share with tomorrow. Hmmm perhaps i will buy strawberry pocky. Should i?
Sometimes when animosity between people clears up its really great. Perhaps what i usually say, " You just gotta be the one to clear things up." Is the best way out of the situation.
I was wondering to myself earlier on, " Sometimes when people are in the backstage helping out, without another person noticing them, do they really get recognised in the end?" I hope they do, but frankly even if they dont, it dosent matter. What matters is that the people they are helping or caring about can go on. Situation like these happens almost everywhere, in me, couples and many other places. Its a wonder how the situation spans right? As for me, I shall be me, uniquely me ^^
Tomorrows wednesday, a best day according to people. It definately will.
/Hopped!
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