/ Monday, October 31, 2005
Hello everyone!
Well my o levels are coming very soon in like less than 1 week.
You know sometimes, i have this real strange feeling that i do not belong, I feel saddened and hurt by peoples words. This made me want to be stronger so i became more oblivious to the words people tell me. Sadly, that sometimes have been mistaken as me being a jerk or well something like that. Seriously i think to my self and stare in the night sky and wonder who i really am? So far i hav lost 1 friend due to a misunderstanding. As much as i want to patch it back, the other party seemed to have break contact with me. Well its ok, well im probably one of those people who get misunderstood easily. At least i had not done anything wrong.
Love is a painful thing, i have been in it. My heart was broken many many times... Seriously i cry at night 1 year ago. (Some guy huh?). Well i cry (well not that much ) cus some words go straight into my heart like a stake through a vampire's heart. Strangely till this day im still waiting to be accepted by someone who can bear with me. Somewho who can stay by my side. Well as they say patience is a virtue
To be capable of steady friendship or lasting love, are the two greatest proofs, not only of goodness of heart, but of strength of mind. This is very true, to love one needs the strength of a mind. A great mind in fact, sometimes you might have certain trouble with your companion. Sometimes your companion gets angry with you. The best thing to do is to give in to him or her. That way no one will stay angry that long. Tis a sad thing for people together to be angry with each other but hey thats life!
To end this thing today i suppose i end it with this one sentence. As the ocean is never full of water, so is my heart never full of love...
"I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through" - Anon.
/Hopped!
5:25 AM
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