Name: Koh Ying kai
School: Nanyang Polytechnic *Biomedical Engineering*
Class: BME0702
Hobbies: Breakdancing, Drumming
Birthday: 28th January 1989
About me: Just a happy go lucky person awaiting to make friends with you!
Rainbow within the rain link to my home.



M2U
Blythe



1. Be a better b-boy and drummer
2. More Friends ( they can never be enough)
3. Books
4. New Mobile Phone
5. A drum set
6. Drumming
7. Breakdancing
8. Wish to watch the sunset. (Never did with anyone though =( [i'll watch it with you =) ])
9. Create a band.
10.Find someone to share troubles with. (Found? Me? No?)
11. Get through my diploma with flying colours.





Gillian
My other blog
Breakdancing
Imperian
Gillian Lim (Overseas Friend! ^^)
Gayle
Irfan.
Gladys.
Shima.
Fiona.
Jan.
Wendy.



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Designer: Ying Kai
Code base: Ebullient*
Flash: ~thehermitdesign

18 th October. Thursday

FIRST THINGS FIRST. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RODNEY!!!! Well you must be wondering why i didnt wish you anything today. Haha you'll find out ;) I hoped you had a good time at archery today!

Things were utterly leaving me speechless these days. Distractedness. Hospital. "Comeon im talking to you dont be so utterly obssessed with the television. Concentrate" Felt that as if i had nothing to say no matter what happened. Truth is, for a period of time i didn't care anymore. Gosh, do something so i can relight my faith in you. Read in some places that insensitivity can affect so many things at times. That is rather true to a certain extent i f i might say. At least im more or less immune to it. "There are better things to be sensitive about such trivial stuff. "The worlds needs us more than we do." " is the right sentence to it. =)) It was also this day, i decided to be the best i could. It's time to step up and be who i really am last time. A good student. I'll strive to be good mentally and phsysically. Time to get back to breakdancing. Time to be dedicated to the things which are going to do me good. Period. Maybe i was weak last time. But time will tell. I wont be weak any longer either way. Its time. Im going back to who i was physically a few years ago.

I realised this, sometimes its not what you do for people. Its why you do it for them. Perhaps it is just me. I think i would be there for any single person i know regardless if i know them well or not. Cus know this, we all need a listening ear once in a while . Who cares who listens? So long as it is appreciated.

A few months ago i realised. That sometimes the real people who would be there for you are hidden out there somewhere. I have found some. My class 0702. Perhaps they are united. I love them to bits and pieces. You know, for now, they are what i was waiting for. Good mates =) Some of course are you know joke a lot at times. Though sometimes it did hurt me once in a while. But heck =)) no one really means the things they say. Not my class I trust them and i know it =))

I never considered those who dont bother to contact you after a long hiatus sort of a good friend. To them it was used to be "go out have fun and i 'll contact you" other times its was like we dont even know each other. Of course what i have said earlier still stands, if they ever need me, ill be there.

-Its time to be who you were.
Show them.
Prove it.

/Hopped!
7:11 AM

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